Page 3: sometimes I don’t think I’ll get married at all. Maybe I won’t. Vernon says that if the club closes due to the rioting, he’s able to pay me my full check for two months after. I was saving up to get my own apartment with Virgina but maybe I won’t. Maybe I’ll use some of the money to get a ticket and fly to wherever you are. Maybe that’s the divinity I’m looking for. Or maybe I’m just being silly. You tell me. Forever yours, Ruthy P.S. Your package this time is a bit smaller, but there are things I hope will keep you safe.